*seasonal depression kicks in*
my brain: take vitamin d, create a self care routine, talk to loved ones
my heart: masturbate, binge disney+, buy a new vibrator, adopt 12 kittens, sleep
Over this now. This fog needs to leave. Woke up, didn't know where I was. Can't work out how long I've been here. Feels like I'm stuck in a day dream and I can't work out what thoughts are real or not.
Really struggling mentally atm.. This isn't my usual anxiety and depression.. This is new and im unsure of how to deal with it.. Hopefully Dr's will help because I feel like I'm fighting myself internally every single day.
I'm scared of my brain atm. π
Why do people feel a acceptable way to say hello is to come up behind someone and grab them? (ESPECIALLY WHEN I HAVE HEADPHONES ON), that's like the universal code to say leave me alone. It's just not necessary. Twice this happened to me this morning
Anxiety= sky fucking high.
Having to call the police on our way home because a guy threatened us because we'd witnessed him abusing his gf was not how I wanted to end my evening.
I just spent 3 minutes of my life on the inside of @iamjamiefoxx 's pocket live on Instagram. I'm never gunna get those 3 minutes back. But it was worth it to feel that close to him.