Alright... So after some thought and what a friend said to me before, I will not be deleting my Twitter account, instead I'll be deleting the app. Reason why, because of the history I've made on this account and just so people know where I'm posting my stuff from now on.
Hello everyone! I hope all of you are having a good day so far, I wanted to announce that on the day of Dec. 31 (New Years Eve'), I'll be deleting this account and my backup and I'll be posting art on my Bluesky from now on. I've just had enough of this cesspool people calls X with the awful political spectrum and the unnecessary drama and changes.... frankly, it isn't getting better anytime soon. I tried my best, though in the end.... I just can't handle this anymore, this place is just making me miserable each passing day and I'm just fed up with it. So if you still want to see more of my artwork, you can follow me there. Special thanks to those who have supported me for 4 years now! Hope I get to see you again on Bluesky! (https://t.co/0B5TXlbYSd)
I wouldn't have wasted time with smaller artists and kept on mooching off the bigger artists instead, and I would never do that cause I care about the little guys. With that being said, anything I said wasn't true and stay away from alcohol (6 months sober by the way โ)
Okay, looking back at this post I made, it was never true to begin with and just made no sense. I was heavily drunk when I said all of this (You know, alcohol rewires the brain to make do and say stupid stuff) and like if I did have those intentions...
(Please read the whole tweet. Though for a TL;TR, I was an arrogant fool, but I'm willing to turn over a new leaf and start new.)
Hi everyone, I want to discuss my recent post that I have now deleted about me calling out my friends on being a "being a bunch of bitches" and "don't make any friends in this community"... though in all honesty, those tweets were directed at me. You might ask yourself why exactly, because I was mad at myself for quite a while now.
To give a full explanation and.... I know some of my friends I haven't told with are gonna see me in a different light, but I just got to say it. Once I began my journey to be an artist, I only thought if I could make a bunch of friends in the NSFW community, I could use them to try to gain a following of my own, to grow my career, and to hangout with the popular artists. Though, since I just focused on that only and was blinded by popularity.... I didn't want to face the reality that I was just using those who thought of me as their friend for my own personal gain. Though I eventually realized it, I soon felt awful about myself, to the point where I deleted my Tweet and Discord accounts. I came back though and I wanted to tell them about my true intentions, but I was scared they were gonna brand me as a hack or a sellout, however I sucked up the courage to do the right thing and admit to a handful of my friends about it. Needless to say.... it wasn't as bad as I was expecting. (Though, I'm about to make another post about a former friend that did me in, but I'll save it for later.)
So that's about it.... I know it sounds ridiculous having a mindset of "I'm going to be immediately popular as long as everybody retweets my art!", yet I just want people to remember me as a good artist..... though I should have wanted people to remember as a good friend. So, if you're a mutual friend of mine who I haven't spoken to you about it and seen this post, I'm sorry I've disappointed you and made you upset, but I hope it isn't too late to start over again with you. If you made it all the way to the end of this post, thank you.
-BBM
@Dark__Lewds My bad, I didn't know you replied, but yeah dude, I'm glad you and I are moots! Given the way we chat, you occurred to me as a person who's always supportive and keeps an optimistic attitude which is awesome! For that, I thank you very much for being a buddy to me mate!!
@DeerNamedTacoma Thanks buddy~ I'm glad you enjoy my designs and that I'm a joy for you to chat with! You're a very swell guy to be around with too! ๐
@supersairaptor Awwww raptor, that means a lot to me to know that you're feeling better and becoming more confident in yourself because of me~ It's always nice to chat to hear your stories, see your art, and characters! You've got the potential and I can't wait to see you grow brotha~
@shadow_ultima And I'm grateful that you're one of my moots! You're very understanding, chill, and a positive person to be around and chat! Thank you SU!!
@CasualJJ Take as much time as you want man! Seeing how much effort you put into your drawings (especially the backgrounds) is awesome and well deserved! I can't wait to see what your art will look like when you come back! Always be strong brother ๐ช