I do want to wait for Taro's latest comm to be finished so I can show off how immense she is, so we'll see if I stay semi-inactive for a bit longer so I can get those in.
Mami has her own, of course, but it's finished and has her general design as I want it.
Going to head back to bed. It's, uh, really late and I was only supposed to get some water but I got thinking on how everyone's doing again and I couldn't resist checking in/letting everyone know I'm still here.
Mommy loves her babies very much. I hope you're doing well. Drinking water? Eating and sleeping enough? I'd love to hear about your day. Like always it's hard to convey how I feel so hopefully repeatedly saying how much I care for everyonr gets them through at some point.
Thank you so, so, so, so very much for sticking with me for the past 2 months. Haven't said it in a week and I wanted to let everyone know that I'm not taking it for granted. I know how annoying it is for someone to be so flakey and I apologize for that.
I think I have to accept the fact that I cannot keep up with all this archiving stuff. Hate to admit it but there's straight up too much for me to track down these days. I'll probably still try, think it's become some sort of fixation, but I need to save my sanity.
I just wanna not have severe depression and whatever else I've got screaming in my head. SO MUCH more time would be spent in places I actually want to be (here or discord) instead of looking at the screen and acknowledging I just don't have the energy to do it tonight.
I have to acknowledge how ridiculous/absurd my online presence is. Never met anyone else that'll look into someone else's eyes and say, "I want to be a giant mommy IRL." without a hint of scarcasm or being ironic. Not even mentioning what I got into over the years.
Based off a real internal dialogue when I was in bed, tired, and ended up oversleeping because I straight up didn't remember shutting off my alarm. All 5 of them.
"Hey, maybe we should hold back? Our characters can't walk without he-"
NO. You WILL make another OC that you need to spend an ENTIRE paragraph describing. You WILL have them be almost comically motherly. You WILL every type of hyper you can fit. If not, I'll MAKE you.
"Hey, maybe we should hold back? Our characters can't walk without he-"
NO. You WILL make another OC that you need to spend an ENTIRE paragraph describing. You WILL have them be almost comically motherly. You WILL every type of hyper you can fit. If not, I'll MAKE you.
Hopefully, with this update, I can finally settle on something I could keep up in the long term. Think I've experimented enough and want to take it easy. Four muses really is too much so maybe I'll keep it to Mami and Taro since I've refined them the most. Expect more growthᡣ𐭩
I don't know if anyone really cares but I do think about everyone a lot even when I'm not here. It's so hard to get my feelings across properly in text.
I love my babies like a momma is probably the best way I can describe it. I like how intimate ERP can be with those feelings.
I'm also planning an update to Mami's file since I have a little comm on the way that's a lot closer to her actual size and I'm excited to show it off. Taro has another one too! Expect lots of milk in that one~.
Hey my little loves. I'm still here, don't worry, not planning on going anywhere for as long as I'm able. My sister's in town so I've been busy catching up some since Thursday, which is when I planned to write some more. Might be a blessing in disguise since I owe a few replies.
And, yes, Welles can get, and has gotten, pregnant. He's built like a meat wall you don't get that by just growing up. Need to have a little push, you know?
Also might be enjoying himself being half demon so we'll see.
Artist is AShardy on Furaffinity
And, yes, Welles can get, and has, pregnant. He's built like a meat wall you don't get that by just growing up. Need to have a little push, you know?
Also might be enjoying himself being half demon so we'll see.
Artist is AShardy on Furaffinity
I am once again enforcing the motherly monsters propaganda and you can't stop me. Giant women and men, aliens, broodmothers, they're all just as capable as being a momma and I stand by it.