i omaded today i guess i’ll probably fast for a week idk. every time i eat i get sick and throw up. 🥲 im losing again finally though still fat. old-ish #bodycheck
@SangheiliSoviet@hollowghostie I CALCULATED MY MAINTENANCE. I TALKED WITH A THERAPIST WHO HAD CALCULATED MY MAINTENANCE TO MAKE SURE I WAS EATING OVER IT WHEN I WENT THROUGH FORCED RECOVERY😑 i dont know why you are acting like its something that is difficult to figure out
@SangheiliSoviet@hollowghostie Yes because my entire life is spent worrying about calories, nutrition and weight loss? it is the one consistent thing i have thought about for my entire life.
@SangheiliSoviet@hollowghostie actually youre right my maintenance was more like 1300-1400 but thats hardly off. i know people who have way lower maintenances because they are at lower weights😭
@SangheiliSoviet@hollowghostie It literally was please i have calculated it so many times. i was underweight lmao. i am not only starving because of my eating disorder ive eaten well over my maintenance and during forced recovery i had to eat over it to gain weight.
@NapalmDrink3r thats the first thing i noticed lol i had to scroll way back in my camera roll to find the picture of him just to confirm i wasnt only thinking the similarities because of the quality