Beautifully Borderline

Beautiful. Blonde. Borderlinepersonalitydisorder. #EndTheStigma #misdiagnosed #sobriety #DVsurvivor

[alya @FindingAlya]

Why did I have to develop an addiction. Why couldn’t I just party like a normal person in their 20s.

[Beautifully Borderline @BipolarBauty]

When do I get a place to call home.

[Beautifully Borderline @BipolarBauty]

Fucking over this.

[Beautifully Borderline @BipolarBauty]

Everything is always my fault.

[Beautifully Borderline @BipolarBauty]

@thought_4u2_day What’s that?

[Beautifully Borderline @BipolarBauty]

I’ve been sober. Therapy weekly. Med management monthly. PTSD therapy for DV weekly.

WHAT ELSE! What fucking more can I do to “get better”, “to heal”, “to move on”?

I am tired. I am defeated. I am broken. I am exhausted. Each year I get older and I don’t see the breakthrough.

[Beautifully Borderline @BipolarBauty]

I’m exhausted. I can’t give anymore.

[Beautifully Borderline @BipolarBauty]

@BPDddiary @netflix I don’t relate to the child factor in the least, but a lot of things are spot on. Very impressed with @netflix

[Beautifully Borderline @BipolarBauty]

I thought I wanted to watch #maid on @netflix and I cannot believe who triggered I am. The entire court scene in episode 2, couldn’t have been portrayed more accurately. So thank you. Thank you to the producers who took the time to get the true story.

[Beautifully Borderline @BipolarBauty]

Word of advice. Never date a guy with kids. Ever.

[Beautifully Borderline @BipolarBauty]

I just told him I’m done and I will be moving out. I can’t do this anymore. There will never be change or growth.

[Beautifully Borderline @BipolarBauty]

I’m so afraid of starting over. And angry. So angry.

[Beautifully Borderline @BipolarBauty]

When do you know to walk away.

[Beautifully Borderline @BipolarBauty]

Always the bridesmaid never the bride.

[Beautifully Borderline @BipolarBauty]

All of this.

[Beautifully Borderline @BipolarBauty]

For the person that needed to see this today: Your heart will heal, your tears will dry, your season will change. Rest tonight knowing the storm will end. I’m praying for you 🙏🏾 - @trentshelton

[Beautifully Borderline @BipolarBauty]

When is it my turn?