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I’m gonna die

I’m gonna die

I’m gonna die

I’m gonna die

I’m gonna die

I’m gonna die

I’m gonna die

I’m gonna die

I’m gonna die

I’m gonna die

I’m gonna die

I’m gonna die

I’m gonna die

I’m gonna die

I’m gonna die

I’m gonna die

I’m gonna die

I’m gonna die

I’m gonna

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Elsewhere
I mean dont get one
If you really want another dog keep it at your boyfriend’s
I’m sure he won’t be happy about that
What with your obsession with dogs
You know nothing about them and you expect me to do everything
I don’t know what I’m doing
I never know what I’m doing

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Hmmm
This is troubling
I was gonna sh but then the dog was put
here
He clearly wants so leave
But he whined and I got worried a bit
Had to at least check on him
But I just think he wants to bark at my brother
it’s fine
But the noise
It’s distracting me
Stress isn’t good for a dog

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I really think is behavior issues are getting worse
No,he was already worked up
He’s at about the same level as before
N my mom is definitely thinking of getting a puppy
Of replacing him
I don’t won’t to
Sure
A cute puppy
But keep it somewhere that isn’t here
At least for a while

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The little things make everything better
Right

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@letstouchtipsfr It hurt n was embarrassing
My dog didn’t even care

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My pants got caught in the door and I fell
Stubbed my toz

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Why am I about to cry
I’m literally just about to watch I movie
Well
Trying to decide
I can’t decide

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I still feel like shit because I didn’t take the opportunity I had all day to actually cut
I’m so lazy

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I’m way too open
Or closed

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Another change of plans
My sister is here
Cuz we share a room
So either I wait another day or I cut I
Somewhere else
Fml

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Die or don’t make it so my mom regrets it or gives up on this all together
Or the other dog doesn’t convince
N when she brought it up again I was silent
Thinking of all the ways it could go wrong
I should have just told her that I was against it then
But I’ve told her that before

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But if she wants to breed him im strongly against it
I can hopefully persuade her
am I wrong for wanting it to fail
That my dog will fight the other one
Want my dog or the other to get injured but it seems better
Am I wrong for hoping that if she does do it then that all the pups

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It just reminds me of what I really need
Who I really am
What I could do
What I have to do
That eventually I’ll need to commit to the plan
Give in to my feelings
Maybe I’ll be happy when it happens
Maybe I’ll be sad
Maybe I won’t be feeling anything
But it’ll happen
It’s bound to

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I’m in my room
I could kill myself
Or at least try
Slit my wrists
The door is locked
I know it’s easy to open with even a spoon but why would anyone open it
What’s the worse that can happen
I get caught
And what
Nothing matters
But I probably won’t
No one would find me, right? :3

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But that’s sadly not happening tonight
I’ll just turn to my other outlet
Less destructive
I’m partially like this because I keep denying myself a basic right
Simple pleasures are good and seem so easy.
I’ll save that plan for another day
Just having these thoughts
These feelings

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on the 26th I thought about feeding it early but I was sure I wouldn’t forget
Should I feed it now
What if I fall asleep before and the mouse is in the fridge all night
the morning
I doubt if I’ll remember
Because I didn’t remember all day
Im sure I will, right
But will I really

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For the last couple days I’ve been not so great with time
And a couple times I’d was worried if the day had gone by without me noticing
I’d checked the date
On the 26th I was sure I’d remember
It’s the 28th
I’m horrible
I needed to be better
I need to die already
I’m so useless

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He was a bit whiny