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I draw a bit and talk a lot sorry in advance 👽 (sfw side account main @dimyimp)

[🌸Bittergum🌸 @Bitttergum]

Again I've been feeling.. blegh. Abt stuff and how I used to be here. I wanna talk abt it at some point. I'm just still very raw about it, even after all these years

[🌸Bittergum🌸 @Bitttergum]

You just haven't found your people yet, and they're out there, and they're so much kinder than you thought they could ever be.

[🌸Bittergum🌸 @Bitttergum]

I bring to you a nugget of knowledge... you don't get to choose what turns u on. You can't flip some switch on and off. It either turns u on or it doesn't. Don't be ashamed of ur sexuality, even if ppl tell you it's "wrong" or whatever. It isn't wrong if you do the right thing.

[🌸Bittergum🌸 @Bitttergum]

"But it's wrong" no it isn't. If you like it, it isn't wrong. Even if you feel the need to hide it, it isn't wrong. Even if you feel like everyone would hate you if they knew you liked it, it isn't wrong.

[🌸Bittergum🌸 @Bitttergum]

I never used to cuss on this account did I LMAO

[🌸Bittergum🌸 @Bitttergum]

Fingers crossed they fucking sleep until 2pm cuz I love them but if they melt down in the afternoon the way they do every morning I'm gonna melt down too

[🌸Bittergum🌸 @Bitttergum]

I'm sitting topless in my car in the parking lot trying to eat my lunch really fast and not melt but the thirteenth compelled me and I have four minutes before I go back inside and face the reckoning of those sweet, sleeping bastards

[🌸Bittergum🌸 @Bitttergum]

I know for a fact that sweetheart baby is gonna sit tf up and stare me down in like fifteen minutes... I know she's gonna wake up two hours early... if not her, it'll be Princess Fidget, or Crybaby. Maybe Lead Head. I got no sleep last night

[🌸Bittergum🌸 @Bitttergum]

@shlraru Oh yeah that's the wonderful thing!! I wasn't able to appreciate the nuance when I was like.. 18 lmao, I was still a kid who wanted everything to be perfectly sanitized & unproblematic... now it's like "WOW this is infuriating I love it I hope it gets worse" LMAO 😭

[🌸Bittergum🌸 @Bitttergum]

Happy hs I like the epilogues now

[🌸Bittergum🌸 @Bitttergum]

Hence why I've come to appreciate "Jane turned into a fascist and had a child so she could breastfeed Gamzee" as the incredible feat of writing that it is. That wasn't even a main plot point it was just incredible framework. Bravo.

[🌸Bittergum🌸 @Bitttergum]

If you care about homestuck the way you do a traditional narrative then of course you'd hate the epilogues too... homestuck is an absurdist multi-media adult fiction piece. It's all a big joke that means something much greater but also means nothing at all.

[🌸Bittergum🌸 @Bitttergum]

Regardless I hope y'all're doin good 🙏

[🌸Bittergum🌸 @Bitttergum]

And also... I was serious yesterday who is everyone... this is one of maybe three times in the last two years I logged into this account, I think??? Like I know Homestuck and then my niche hyperfixations but like... h-hi..?

[🌸Bittergum🌸 @Bitttergum]

Actually, I'm a teacher now. Like, full time. :D I work with kids all day, and at the risk of being cliche, it's genuinely fulfilling. I love my kids so much. Even if I can't ever get an "industry" gig, I can make the kiddies happy with my doodles. <3

[🌸Bittergum🌸 @Bitttergum]

& frankly the only reason I stuck to sfw for so long was cuz I wanted a job in children's media (cartoons books etc) but tbh I just... don't care anymore lol. If the smut I've pumped out on my main account prevents me from doing that, so be it.