people think depression means your sad and crying all the time. depression for me is being stuck in a twilight zone. i can't think , i don't respond to things , nothing is interesting , i just feel empty. not sad , just blank. i have a lot of days like this and they are hard .
atp i should accept loneliness as it is, embrace celibacy and lack of romantic interests, forget about the possibility of having friends and just die in the middle of nowhere because what the actual hell is this life im living