TADAA ✨
Here’s my new avatar concept: fox-ray 🦊🛸
It’s not fully finished yet — I’m still gonna rework and improve some details, but I couldn’t wait to show it 👀
And now the funniest part: I have 32GB of RAM and it still hits 99% because of how many layers there are 💀💀
I literally can’t even stream while drawing 😭
Hi! It’s been a while… I disappeared because of work and studying, and somehow I ended up in a situation that feels like “how is this even possible in this universe?” 💀
I genuinely started feeling stable and relaxed again — and it actually helped a lot with my avatar concept.
And then… they just didn’t renew my contract, even though everything seemed fine 🙃
Now I’m back to job hunting, but honestly the most upsetting part is how absurd this whole thing feels.
I’ll show the updated concept soon 💜 Video content first, and then I’ll be back to streaming.
And yeah… I’ll tell you the full story later 😅
Hi! 🌸 You know, I love creating designs (fun fact: I even have a diploma in jewelry design 💍).
But honestly… sometimes that love drives me crazy 😅 I’ve been stuck for weeks trying to figure out my style — and these glasses finally saved me.
I even tried going minimalist, but it just isn’t me.
Hopefully I’ll catch up on sleep today or tomorrow and return to streaming. Can’t wait to tell you everything ✨
A few years ago I had some hormone issues, and now I'm planning to get tested again to make sure everything’s okay. I also want to check my vitamins and omega levels — I have thick blood, and my chalazion might be related too.
BUT WHY IS OMEGA TESTING SO EXPENSIVE???
It costs as much as a full panel of hormone tests. I’m horrified.
That’s a wrap for today’s stream! 🧡
I’ll polish a few things off-stream, and next time we’ll keep going — probably working on the accessories and glasses~
Thanks for hanging out with me! ✨
Still stuck dealing with health stuff, so I decided to focus on making videos for now and return to streaming later.
I recorded everything I needed, went to edit—and surprise! The footage is laggy and dropping frames.
Turns out I set everything up right, but I forgot how many weird issues I always had with OBS. Found the cause and fixed it, but wow… it really brought back memories 😅
Tried out Soulframe yesterday with some friends (we’re all ex-Warframe players) —
honestly? pretty cool so far, and the visuals are nice too.
we did run into a few bugs, but switching hosts fixed most of them.
definitely keeping an eye on it, looking forward to release 👀
hi. does anyone else ever feel like they’ve been cursed? 😮💨
like yeah, I’m used to being unlucky, but come on.
first the chalazion, now a bladder inflammation??
what did I do to deserve this 🫠
also gotta retake some tests soon and I feel like crap
Since I can’t get League and Streamlabs to work together without freezing, I’ll switch to OBS for now. Good news — OBS is almost like Streamlabs these days, so hopefully the transition will be smooth!
After today's LoL update, I can't stream the game anymore — launching Streamlabs completely freezes it and even kicks me out of the session. Still trying to figure it out. Worst case… I might have to switch to OBS (and I really don't like it).
Hey! I'm almost fully recovered 💪 But after the break, hitting that “go live” button suddenly feels scary again...
My goal these days is to overcome that. I’m planning to stream soon — maybe we’ll draw a bit or play something fun together! 🎨🎮
Also, I’ve almost finished the new version I mentioned (I just really like drawing lol).
Here’s a tiny sneak peek of the art 💛
Hi! Had a major meltdown and had to take a break.
Decided to try a new psychiatrist — he changed my meds (I have ADHD & ASD) and… yeah, it was a fucking mess.
Going back to my old treatment and trying to get my footing again.
I’ll try to come back to streaming in the next few days.