another sweet looking person is about to become a nervous wreck because my ex has found a new victim to manipulate into obsession and then psychologically torture because he hates himself (and confident women)
I’m perpetually stressed bc I keep on finding myself LIVING with alcoholics. whether it’s a partner or a friend or a parent or MYSELF (however I’ve done tremendous work to get myself out of the hole) it’s like I attract this madness even when I thought I’ve escaped! I’m exhausted
i wish it was less offensive to just straight up tell a friend ‘most of these problems you’ve been telling me about for weeks are obviously because you’re an active alcoholic’
Research shows oxytocin and endorphins are in tears. Crying is the parasympathetic attempt to bring the body back to homeostasis. Crying is your body's attempt to get you out of fight or flight.
Today I have an incredibly hard time trusting people — the hardest one to trust being my self. I was so focused on helping my struggling father that I never wanted to show him that I, too, was hurting tremendously, and needed the support of unconditional love. Love that
he’s no longer with us. What I thought was stoic and wise and reserved only now looks like internalized fear of judgement and denial. Yes my dad loved me but he had a hard time connecting with me outside of this dynamic; the selfless, giving performer, secretly running on empty.
Something s p o o k y this way comes!!
Witch's Hand on @gruselthon records!
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New Music from me & German Doom Metal band @motherbeardoom
A collection of Folk Horror , with a couple shots of Doom Metal. I can't wait to scare you ❤️ #folkhorror#doommetal#scarystories
thinking about the time when I let my friend play Harvest Moon and she accidentally saved her newbie file over my entire LIFE with Karen, my wife, my farm, children…. that was enough to truly break a 9yr old back then