I feel like I’m stuck in a waiting room so I think of the past to pass the time but my head is plagued with the bad things not the good and I wish I could understand why
2019 was a pretty sucky year for me and to know now, that in 2020 I fell in love with the woman I’m going to marry. Well I just think if I knew that in 2019 none of that pain and heartbreak would matter to me.