@yabaleftonline In the instance of the lecturer, you know the course he teaches, so you know what to prepare for. But in the instance of God, you're not even sure which religion's God is the real one. So, what's the manual with which you prepare?
@Wizarab10 Most of our romantic obsessions are caused by a lack of personal purpose. The moment you start doing well for yourself, all these won't get to you as much as it does now. Focus on standing on your feet.