“Remembrance” 🌺

INACTIVE.

PLEASE GO SUPPORT REN.

[“Remembrance” 🌺 @BloodRedAsPoppy]

🎀: please read. this account will no longer stays active, starting after this notice.

thank you all for interacting with and loving my character, and despite this being just an OC account, i can no longer continue here knowing what had happened.

[test test @TestT40599]

What Zeal/YourfriendZeal did to Ren/NoLongerNull at RDC 2025
(TW: SA, Emotional Abuse, Ideation/Attempt, etc.)

https://t.co/u8xszKlN4i

[test test @TestT40599]

What Zeal/YourfriendZeal did to Ren/NoLongerNull at RDC 2025
(TW: SA, Emotional Abuse, Ideation/Attempt, etc.)

https://t.co/u8xszKlN4i

[“Remembrance” 🌺 @BloodRedAsPoppy]

@Armed_Fish [Then, a shrug.]

I dunno, maybe regen is a good thing and is handy, but a whole cocktail of prototypes in my veins… not to mention from Urbanshade…

[And another sigh.]

Don’t feel good when they left a possibly permanent mark… you get what I mean.

[“Remembrance” 🌺 @BloodRedAsPoppy]

@Armed_Fish For sure.

[Then, for a few seconds, she looked down at her hand.]

But, even if I look human… existing in a body that doesn’t allow me to bleed feels… no less alien.

Or, maybe that’s because I grew up handling heavy stuffs as a daily routine.

[“Remembrance” 🌺 @BloodRedAsPoppy]

@Armed_Fish [She sighed.]

Yeah, I’m… sorry for asking. That’s a valid reason. I just hope that they are gentle with you.

As for me, I guess I’m kinda stuck with regeneration… Unless they have some sort of machine that can extract molecules of the serums from my blood.

[“Remembrance” 🌺 @BloodRedAsPoppy]

@Armed_Fish [After a long, comfortable silence…]

So… without taking the reversal into consideration, if you’re willing to go through with that… what are you gonna do first after we reached the surface?

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@Armed_Fish This was a long time coming…

[She made her way towards a seat and settled down.]

I can’t believe… we really were given a chance…

… that I… was given a chance to live again despite what happened… and what I did.

[“Remembrance” 🌺 @BloodRedAsPoppy]

@Armed_Fish I…

[She gulped, then, with a shaky exhale:]

I don’t think I’ve never been more ready.

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@Armed_Fish [The only thing she could think of at the moment was her red DSB, but…]

Maybe I’ll miss Mnemosyne, but they’ve found their family here… and I can’t exactly take that away from them.

And I’ve said my goodbyes, don’t worry.

[“Remembrance” 🌺 @BloodRedAsPoppy]

@Armed_Fish You’re the best.

[She smiled back at him and made her way towards the vessel.]

I’ll be right next to you.

[“Remembrance” 🌺 @BloodRedAsPoppy]

@Armed_Fish Got it.

… Anything I can do in the meantime?

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I don’t deserve anything bad that happened to me.

…

Heh… happy April Fool’s.

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@Armed_Fish … Oh yeah? I’m listening.

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@Armed_Fish

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@Armed_Fish I’m… more concerned about what happened to you now.

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🎀: when i drew this i kinda wanted to punch myself for subjecting her to such pain during her LR-P period

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@FunbloxFriend 🎀: this is so valid actually. i go out of my way to avoid getting the in-game badge as well

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@FunbloxFriend 🎀: my wife my wife my wife oh my god so beautiful