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@Jazzy_Bonez those actually look really good

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i might try to fast for at least 2 days soon just to see if my self control has reached that level. if i really dont think i can do it ill eat 500 cal but id like to try. ive always been so so bad at fasting tho, it makes me binge 😭😭

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@herprettywings @seraphicbunnies it was, ive never drank baja blast but i had to. first of all pink secone off olivia rodrigo third off pink lemonade flavor, so good. if only there was a diet option

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@traumaticbunnie yeah whenever all i hear is cravings and food noise in my head all i can do is sleep 😭 cant think if im asleep!

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@7007_101 as an american in my eyes these are ice pops and what youre eating is a popsicle

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how ridiculous is it that i always eat 1 bite of dinner so that i can get the taste without giving in and binging

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FINALLY the scale moved 😭😭

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me making up bullshit to critique and praise the dinner on because my mom asked me how dinner was last night knowing damn well i didnt touch it

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ive never ever been good at fasting but i might try a 3 day fast because the scale having fluctuated for the past 5 days with no clear weight loss is driving me insane

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the scale has moved so slow for the past 5 days im losing my fucking mind.

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@cl0sedm0uth yeah but four loko gets me so fucked up its insane they unfortunately dont compare 😔 ill have to think about it tho cause 660 for just one can is not fun

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wtf i wanted to get drunk tonight why the fuck are there 660 calories in a single can of four loko fucking kill yourself oh my god

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@traumaticbunnie you can message me whenever. i've been shing on and off since i was 11. i can go years without doing it, but sometimes even to this day i'll get a random urge out of nowhere and fuck up. i'll understand the struggle

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@7007_101 no its very cute continue

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diet pepsi is my savior genuinely

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@_cyn00_ me 😭😭😭 it fucking sucks but its not like i can just not smoke lowkey

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@sk1nnycare yes 😭 i can deal with the hunger that comes from not eating but the second the feeling of throwing up immediately sucks.

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i hate that im so picky cause my family 100% knows im not eating healthy to lose this weight 💀 like i cant tell them i started eating salads theyd go "lol but no really"