need to be thin again

Dissociative identity disorder, bipolair, psychotic symptoms, EDNOS, self harm, suicidal. 22 years old.

I hate my life.

[need to be thin again @BorderlineGirlx]

I've did a little workout, burned 160 cals. Every burned cal is better than an eaten cal.

[need to be thin again @BorderlineGirlx]

My lowest weight is 42 kgs. Now I'm 74,3 kgs 😱😱😱😱 my lowest weight was in February 2017, almost 2 years ago. I can do that again.

[need to be thin again @BorderlineGirlx]

Start weight: 74,3 kgs
GW1: 70 kgs
GW2: 65 kgs
GW3: 60 kgs
GW4: 55 kgs
(Sort of) UGW: 50 kgs

[need to be thin again @BorderlineGirlx]

I really need to exercise more

[need to be thin again @BorderlineGirlx]

I've had a pretty good day, healthy breakfast, for lunch some tomatoes and cucumber, diner was bad but ok. It's a first good step.

[need to be thin again @BorderlineGirlx]

I drink too much. So many cals :o :o but I like what alcohol is doing with me...

[need to be thin again @BorderlineGirlx]

Tomorrow I'm going to workout. Goodnight.

[need to be thin again @BorderlineGirlx]

Well, I'll try to sleep. At least I'm not able to eat when I'm asleep.

[need to be thin again @BorderlineGirlx]

I'm not allowed to eat

[need to be thin again @BorderlineGirlx]

I need some #thinsporation #helpme #thinspo

[need to be thin again @BorderlineGirlx]

I'm not making things up. It's healthy for me to lose weight.

[need to be thin again @BorderlineGirlx]

My clothes don't fit anymore. And they're size large... so I'm disgusting

[need to be thin again @BorderlineGirlx]

I really hate myself

[need to be thin again @BorderlineGirlx]

I can't be fat like I am now

[need to be thin again @BorderlineGirlx]

I've been inactive at this acc. I'm doing a lot better than before. But I need this acc to lose weight

[need to be thin again @BorderlineGirlx]

I need to lose weight again. I don't necessarely want to become anorexic again. But now i'm almost overweight (or already am) amd that's not acceptable

[need to be thin again @BorderlineGirlx]

I've already started with eating healthier

[need to be thin again @BorderlineGirlx]

I need to lose weight

[need to be thin again @BorderlineGirlx]

I want to have thigh gap