idk i just feel once you become a certain age, it is your responsibility to unlearn behaviors that hinder your growth as a person. we can't blame everyone around us forever. people can love you and be patient but inevitably, you have to decide who you want to be and be that.
I love a nigga who just let’s me be drunkkkk and myselffff! I can do the most, twerk around, everything and he just sits there staring like ”this girl a trip😭” 😭😭🥰🥰