God Rewards the Fearless! FYM ~ FREE YOUR MIND!
I won't bring violence, but I'll never be silenced!
Christian, Father, Patriot
I'm an anomaly. $BostonReckless77
EPIPHANY: THANK YOU, CHARLIE!
READ THREAD THEN LISTEN TO THE "EMPTY SHELL" AT END!!
I am shaking as I write this because I think I was just touched by Jesus! Haven't felt that ever! I've been listening to the song over and over, practicing my pitch and range when, on the 20th time, I was actually listening to the story I was singing and it hit me!!!
THIS SONG IS ABOUT MY MOM AND ALL THAT'S HAPPENED SINCE!
Okay so this is all related to my mom, who passed away in December 2021 from "COVID Related Symptoms". That day was such a heavy day for my family, but I was the one who actually spoke to the doctor when she passed and then had to make all the calls. I was so angry before that call I didn't think I had any capacity left to mourn. I was broken. That was not the case. I completely broke down while still on the phone with the doctor.
I was dealing with a toxic breakup with the mother of my son and also living in a horrible place. To put it bluntly, I was drowning in it all.
After finally escaping that living situation in 2023 and finding a new place last summer, I started to feel a slight ease, but I was still in constant fight or flight. The stress was literally killing me. I started to read the bible a little bit. A few passages but, honestly, I was apprehensive and intimidated. I didn't understand anything I was reading or where to even begin. Still, I would read passages to my son at night, and he would fall asleep to it. He told me it made him feel good to hear it. He likes Proverbs.
Currently sitting at 4,681 followers. Will I ever hit 5k?
Came close before the purge but dropped down to 1900 after and it hasn't been the same since. Took this long to build it back to where it is now.
A bit about me:
Gen-X
3x Trump voter
Rabbit hole veteran
Weathered soul
Sinner finding a path to redemption.
Musician
AI enjoyer!
If you are struggling through some difficult things in your life right now, feeling lost in the middle of the chaos, please do this:
Sit
Be still
Be silent
Allow God to answer you!
You are in my prayers, stranger. God sees you.