@violentxsheep Try to change things sometimes "friends" etc don't help. I was stuck like that and my depression was so bad til i cut certian ppl who i thought were positive but were hella toxic to me
*sees pic of food on TL with bomb steak chicken and shrimp*
Me: where is this from?
Someone: it’s in east Oakland. They also have one in Chicago
Me: Oh... well thank you anyway
And i hardly ever catch feelings and wnen i do i swear it's hell for me and hard to even express myself because I'm terrified of feeling stupid or rejected.