I’m so tired and lethargic all the time and it’s getting to him. He misses me all bubbly and happy but I can’t stand the thought of eating more. My low energy and is a sign of my progress.
My bf is getting frustrated with my restricted eating. Basically the biggest issue and my lack of energy.
I want to be mad, I just want to be small and tiny and skinny.
His only issue seems to be that I’m depressed but I’m not happy because of how awful I feel when I look in the mirror. He thinks that me starving is like the “lazy way” of weight loss. That there is much healthier options. But starving works. This is the only way I know.
He says he loves my body no matter what size but lately he’s can’t get his hands off me. He loves how small my waist is getting and it makes me feel so valid. Seems that my weight loss is not bothering him.
I saw Novulent if anyone is interested. Can we please start banning phones at concerts? I swear every time a new song started, people recorded. Like everyone is recording the same damn thing. Maybe I’m old
Also yes, I understand people want to capture the moment! I totally get it and I appreciate it! Please do!! But also… pls enjoy LIVING in the moment. Why are you paying money to see a band live but then watch the whole thing on your phone?
I literally had less than 1000 cals yesterday, I was doing so good, but me and bf went to a bar and I had ONE COCKTAIL. THE BITCH WAS ALMOST 300 CALS… bruh…Im never drinking again.
And this was me at bmi 18….. I know 18 is technically healthy but it was fucking hell to get to this weight, I had to fight against my body every day 😭
@Tramacrybaby I’m such a fein for the 🍐 body shape. All my drawings look like you.
I didn’t realize you were short?? I wouldn’t worry too much, your looks are killerrr 🔪