Loafy 🌈💌

I really like bread, coffee, and Bocchi the Rock. And Vtubers, thats kind of a given 💌🏹/🌈💌. PFP by @/pillowdearASMR

[Loafy 🌈💌 @Breadits_]

Despite being a fan of Undertale, I never actually played or beat the game. Steam summer sale made it like three bucks, so I might as well indulge. I made it to hotland in a few short sittings (pacifist route). Its great!

[Notta 🌈💌 @notta_w]

Undersea adventure 🤿🐠 #PillowDraw #VGen

Huge thanks to @KluverDesigns for this beautiful work!

[Filipino Kiseki @Miracle_Author_]

yada yada

[Loafy 🌈💌 @Breadits_]

@PillowHoney Customers that try to tell me how to do my job

[Loafy 🌈💌 @Breadits_]

@PillowHoney Me love you 2!!!!

[PillowDear 枕 | 🌈💌 @pillowdearASMR]

I want to say thank you.

Thank you to everyone. Thank you to the piwwos and the strangers passing by. Thank you always!!! Always!!! Everyone!..

🌈☁️

Thank you to the piwwos who have joined me during my journey. It breaks my heart when you apologize and say “I haven’t been here long”, but I’m so happy you’re here! Because of you, I have more confidence in myself!
It’s easy to tell myself bad things, but knowing you met me and wanted to stay makes me feel like I’m doing something good and right! That I’m able to make you happy and have fun!

To all the newer piwwos, I hope you know how much I appreciate you and want to make you smile! I’ll do my best to keep you happy, and I hope we have the most funnest of time forever and ever!

I still have a lot of growing to do! I want to get better at everything! I wanna become a better artist and singer and ASMRist and talker and everything, and I know I can do it as long as I have you!! Aaaaa

🌈☁️

To the older piwwos, oh.. goodness! Thank you for being here. Thank you for staying with me during my journey.
Many have come and go, and through everything you’re still here and smiling with me ♡.

Things wouldn’t be the same without you! Having you here is a reminder of how much I’ve grown, and it makes me so happy when you say you’re proud of my growth :;(∩´﹏`∩);:

It’s because of you im so ready to take on the day! So thank you ♡ so so so much..

🌈☁️

To my VT friends!! Aaaaa ohhh um um!! Thank you for all the help and time and love! It means to much to me that we get to talk and hang out! I always love when we play games together, and I know when I run into a problem that I can come to you!! ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´ω`ﾟ)ﾟ｡
I hope we can do so much more together for my 3rd year!! I wanna do more projects and events and fun stuff together!!
I want to experience the girlhood I never got to before with you!! 💌

🌈☁️

I can’t believe how much I’ve been writing! I might have.. done too much.. I’m not good with words and spelling and stuff but I had so much I wanted to say and so much I wanted to tell you!

I want you to know just how much i appreciate everyone. I’ll keep doing what i can to show you i care! To show you how much you mean to me so you never forget it!! NEVER!!!

I’m going to avoid going on another sappy rant but…
Please just know how much being here has changed everything for me. Because of you, I’m happy to wake up in the morning. ..☀️

Im excited for life, the future..
I’m excited for more happy smiles and memories with all of you.

I love you, more than any amount of words could ever express. Please believe that..

A.. um!!! Thank you

Thank you for being a piwwo. Thank you for everything

- 🌈💌

[PillowDear 枕 | 🌈💌 @pillowdearASMR]

@SkyJak214

[Loafy 🌈💌 @Breadits_]

Anyway, its 1:48 am. I'm tired, I need to go to eep. Insert the Truman Show outro lines here.

And happy 3rd Anniversary, Miss Pillowdear. ❤️

[Loafy 🌈💌 @Breadits_]

A little late on congradulating pillow on her 3rd anniversary. I'll be honest, I haven't been keeping up with a lot of her content, mostly getting snippets from clips and fanart and reposting them on here (a LOT).

But it certainly has been a fun journey to be a part of.

[Loafy 🌈💌 @Breadits_]

Reposting all the fanart and clips I can find I feel like supports her plenty, as well as appreciating the effort that all the much more talented piwwos put into it.

Even if I'm not as present as I was before, I'm glad to still be present now.

[rainbow sparkles pillowdear princess @PillowHoney]

Just listented to my neighbors yelling at each other before blasting “I think I want to marry you” by bruno mars

[Loafy 🌈💌 @Breadits_]

Oh, thursday? Interesting...

[Jujutsu Kaisen Phantom Parade Official @JJKPP_GL]

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Progressing through the task will reward you with event-limited SSR Recollection Bits [Okinawa Awaits].

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[jKatsuki🌈💌 @jKatsuki_]

Happy 3rd Anniversary ❤️ #pillowdear #pillowdraw

Art by @logipancake

[The Yogurt That Makes You Cry Daily @nina_theyogurt]

Day 726

[Voidbound Arzzie 🎁🟪 @CannedArzzie]

Another year passed for the silly pilly, happy 3rd anniversary! Have a dog that's not Duke for once.
#pillowdraw

[Loafy 🌈💌 @Breadits_]

❤️

[PillowDear 枕 | 🌈💌 @pillowdearASMR]

I remember when everything started, even longer than three years ago.

I didn’t have anyone, I didn’t have anywhere I felt like I belonged. Even the brightest days still feel dark, and no matter how much i wanted to find others, i always ended up alone and scared.

Back then, i was told this was it for me. Where I was, was all I ever would be. When I heard things like that, it was easy to believe them.. and I did!

Even still, I wanted to be with others!! Even without hope, my heart wanted somewhere I could feel safe.

☁️

In 2020 I started something new, something small.. I wanted to create new art and make something to express myself and.. I started doing ASMR roleplays!
(＞人＜;)

It really was a small thing! I’ve told this story before, I know… but I had my really old phone that couldn’t even stay alive without being hooked up, and I sat down in the guest bedroom of my grandma’s house and recorded myself talking and acting!

I didn’t know what I was doing at all!!!! I couldn’t edit the audio, so every time my dog barked or scratched at the door I had to redo the whole thing!

But I loved it! I loved it so much! It was my own thing, small and safe and away from all the stuff that made me scared. And eventually… you began fo find it!

From ASMR, I found a community of people who were like me! People who wanted a place to belong, and so we belonged together! ♡

THAT was the start of everything! My introduction to everyone! My first step into a new world where I could be truly safe and free!!

And.. from there…
🪦 on July 20th 2023, I died and became a dream entity ☁️

It was scary for sure!
EVERYTHING was new. I had never done so much on my own before, but I thought to myself “I need to do this! This is where I belong”!!
and I’m happy I listened to that voice.. Becoming a dream entity, without a shadow of a doubt, was the best thing to ever happen to me.. EVER!

For the first time in my life, I had found a community of others like me. I found piwwos..

This sounds silly, but I didn’t know how much love could change everything..! ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´ω`ﾟ)ﾟ｡ 🩷

Because of so much had happened, it was hard to wake up in the mornings. I used to dread the days to come, and be scared of the future. I wanted everything to stand still, and all I ever wanted to do was hide away in a little ball and stay safe..

But piwwos showed me it doesn’t have to be that way.

You showed me love and kindness. You supported me through my ups and downs, even when I didn’t know what I was doing or who I wanted to be! I learned to appreciate the parts of myself that I hated, and I learned to express the parts of me I hid away.

I wake up and smile now! I wake up eager to spend time with you and take on the world! But… also play Minecraft ehehhhh….. ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡

I feel more proud of myself now. Even if I still struggle with a lot of thoughts, piwwos have given me so much love that I feel more powerful than I ever have before! I know I can do anything if I try hard enough! I’m still so new in my journey, I still don’t understand a lot of things and I’m still improving, but I hope by even next year I’ll be super amazing at a lot of things!

It’s all because of you though! It’s because of you that I learned I can accomplish stuff! That I can push forward to bigger heights and reach things I never thought were possible!! Your kindness, your love !!!

🌈 but… I also learned it’s okay to slow down. I don’t have to always be pushing myself. I wanted to, I tried to, but piwwos always told me
“We just want you to be you”, and I’ve taken that to heart. I slow down when I need to, and I can feel safe knowing piwwos will still be there, even when I’m a little boring….