Thinking about how depressed I used to be, using drugs/alcohol to make me feel better and that honestly just saddens the fuck out of me . BUT IM WORKING ON ME AND IM TRYING!💓
adult friendships should be easy!
Like we made plans & u can’t make it? its ok, we can reschedule! IM NOT MAD. U can’t drive? I’ll go pick you up, I just wanted you to come! You can’t pay tonight? I’ll pay for us tonight, you can get it next time! Y’all be entitled & ungrateful.
one of my biggest toxic traits is that when i'm going through something, i tend to stop talking to everyone until i'm okay. when i'm okay i'll start communicating againg like nothing happened. it's not me being off with you, i just deal with things better when i'm alone