I highly recommend you find yourself a clingy (healthy) lovey dovey partner whoβs super excited about you. Life is too short to spend it with someone who acts like showing love is a chore.
Please wait until marriage to have a baby if you can.. you want to have the experience you deserve...(with a partner, not just married to anybody) you want to be loved, tended to, handled gently.....be with someone that focuses on YOU.
But, when you don't feel yourself...and your with someone you trust enough to remind you of who you are is probably a fire ass feeling. Somebody who will protect and shield you. Even when they are unsure of the "how to," they love you enough to figure it out.