Brokenlight

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[Brokenlight @Brokenlight03]

@SquareEnix This is great for those that haven’t played. However I am so desperate for that rumored FF9 Remake that I am basically blind to all else until that need has been sated 😭

[Brokenlight @Brokenlight03]

Shit didn’t even make sense, my character was an actual skeleton-man so idk how Eric convinced the judges that that was him. Needless to say I’m still hurt

[Brokenlight @Brokenlight03]

My trust issues started with Eric Sparrow stealing my sick footy of me doing a 900 over a helicopter across 2 hotels in Hawaii in Tony Hawks Underground on PS2.

[Brokenlight @Brokenlight03]

My mental health been sinking these last few weeks. Which is ironic because the big project I’m working on at my job is opening and setting up our first psychiatric practice. Literally creating systems for psychiatrists while simultaneously drowning internally. Crazy

[Kaaliya Gamer @KaaliyaGamer]

It's been quite the journey, hasn't it? 🥰

[Brokenlight @Brokenlight03]

Learning that it’s actually Ardbert singing “Closer in the Distance” to you when you’re going through all the Ultima Thule trauma in FFXIV Endwalker has me so fucked up. It’s 3am and I am sobbing my eyes out rn. I heard that song maybe 500+ times and somehow never realized

[Brokenlight @Brokenlight03]

Love getting screamed at all night by my schizophrenic brother saying horrible things and trying to fight me. He is on his way back to the mental facility now, hopefully he gets some real help this time. This shit is too much

[Brokenlight @Brokenlight03]

@Bammbii_na Damn the anxiety from 3 a day might kill me before the heart attack does 😂😭

[Brokenlight @Brokenlight03]

Drinking 2 Celsius a day until I can finally have a heart attack that puts me out of my misery

[Brokenlight @Brokenlight03]

I just wish I could feel romantically lovable at least once in my miserable excuse for a life. That would be pretty cool

[Brokenlight @Brokenlight03]

Waiting for the new FFXIV expansion to come out next Friday to distract myself from coming home everyday and having to choose between hours of ideation of unaliving myself or sleeping

[Brokenlight @Brokenlight03]

Very grateful that I grew up without my father. I feel like having no dad around is a million times better than growing up w/ a horrible piece of shit as a dad.

[Brokenlight @Brokenlight03]

Sad to see one of the Dragon Quest groups I’m in on FB post a bunch of homophobic shit. Just because another DQ group changed their logo to a rainbow for pride month. Literally a franchise w gay icons like Sylvando

[Brokenlight @Brokenlight03]

I actually really like seeing others be happy. I don’t harbor any jealousy toward others or anything like that. Whilst I may not be happy myself, and who knows if I ever will be. I think it’s important to not let my sorrow turn into bitterness. I genuinely think joy is a gift

[Brokenlight @Brokenlight03]

I set a secret goal for myself and at this rate I’ll die before I even come close. And the bar is about as low as you can go lol

[Brokenlight @Brokenlight03]

Very sad to not see a single @SquareEnix game during summer games fest :/

[Brokenlight @Brokenlight03]

I just gotta stay strong

[Brokenlight @Brokenlight03]

Man a hug would be dope rn. I’ve lost so much this year alone it’s really hard to process

[Brokenlight @Brokenlight03]

It really hurts to think about the fact that all of our family photos and the things I grew up with are gone permanently

[Brokenlight @Brokenlight03]

I’ve given up on ever knowing love, and that’s okay!