LifeIsPyrrhic

I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I needed to be! The Ohio State University! Once a Buckeye, Always a Buckeye.

[LifeIsPyrrhic @BroodDenouement]

I miss you. I called you today… not realizing you weren’t going to answer till after I got to voicemail..

[LifeIsPyrrhic @BroodDenouement]

How do I tell you that I think the world of you…. When all I can think about is the Risk.

[LifeIsPyrrhic @BroodDenouement]

How does one become the person people reach out to vs the one who is always reaching out to check on everyone else?..

Asking for a friend…

[LifeIsPyrrhic @BroodDenouement]

I understand how people get to their breaking point. Sometimes I wish I was back in Ohio

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I just want to be included. & Not feel like I’m purposefully left out. 😔
I know people make plans and purposefully don’t tell me,include me,or even hide it from me so I won’t know till after the fact. Don’t make me wonder if I did something wrong. Just tell me I’m not invited.

[LifeIsPyrrhic @BroodDenouement]

Anybody else out there ever get so overwhelmed that they forget to breathe?

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The joy of living is still available to us. The light will always come. Even if you can’t see it right now.

[LifeIsPyrrhic @BroodDenouement]

When people in Your friend group are talking about setting up someone and how they don’t know any single girls…. when your standing right there? Why is it that no one ever thinks of me. Am I really that un-datable? 😔

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I miss you so Much. There’s so much I wish I could tell you, Show you, and Learn from you.. I love you poppy. You were the best grandfather I could of ever had.

[LifeIsPyrrhic @BroodDenouement]

every single day I am reminded that I’m an afterthought to my own family.. i don’t understand it.

[LifeIsPyrrhic @BroodDenouement]

I want a home that’s loud, loving and chaotic… where belly laughs are often and tears are scarce. I pray I get the chance for my own little family every single day.

[LifeIsPyrrhic @BroodDenouement]

Sometimes it feels like I’m the ugly duckling no one wants around.

[LifeIsPyrrhic @BroodDenouement]

I know you had to leave…But you didn’t have to take the sun.

[LifeIsPyrrhic @BroodDenouement]

I just want people to consider my feelings…. I’m tired of feeling like a stepping stone. 😞

[LifeIsPyrrhic @BroodDenouement]

I hate moving furniture around. 😒

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I think about how many nights my grandfather spent alone in the hospital because of COVID protocols and it physically brings me to tears. He didn’t deserve that. No one did. I wish I could stayed day and night.

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@FreeformTV why the heck would you cancel the show Stitchers and leave it at such a messed up ending?? I just watched all 3 seasons on Hulu just to want to break my tv. 🤬 bring that show back!! At least a mini series to end it properly 😒#stitchers

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Not me randomly crying in bed at a cute tic tok with a girl and her grandfather 🥹. Miss you Papi.

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Every time I peel an orange I think of my grandpa. He loved oranges. Growing up he would always be sitting outside eating an orange, apple or peach.

I would give anything to pull up to my grandparents one more time, see him sitting outside, with his straw hat, and fruit…