Plus they dont trust people that often (dont allow us to go to the counselor) because they believe that they're made to find a reason to take children away.
With that said, I fucking hate my life dude, I hate how I look like shit, my body is shit, my genitalia is shit, women like all kinds of men from all over the spectrum, but they certainly don't like me and that's because I'm not a man, I'm a monster,