@MadiAlaine or how they are so use to us crying about everything they aren't even fazed, or when they know to ignore you when you try to start a fight bc you'll be over it an hour??? hehehe
self-discipline is a muscle you have to actively work on. be consistent with the small habits first. waking up at the same time, having a morning routine, moving your body, going to bed early, etc.
but most importantly goodwill. I use to cry when I was younger and my mom would try to bring me into these places because I looked “poor”. Thank god I grew up lmao