o'passem

Weird Wizard

[🤔 @antikirsten]

“growing up” under capitalism is basically a process of unlearning empathy

[o'passem @Bryelbee]

“sure, the ego can have a little enlightenment- but only as a treat”

[o'passem @Bryelbee]

erp (as cherubim!Gabryel):
"ohey guys, it's been a few eons"

[o'passem @Bryelbee]

*DMT infused Pepe Silvia frequency intensifies*
thanks for the vibe, #iasip

[o'passem @Bryelbee]

oh frick im grown up now so guess i gotta

[o'passem @Bryelbee]

"when i grow up, i wanna be a teacher!"

[o'passem @Bryelbee]

oh ffs, ok, i get it! i'll join- i'll listen. #memesmatter -__-; *grumbles and turns into a ball of gum-machine-toy sticky-hand-goop while funky jazz dubstep porn intros reverb around hem into the aether*

[o'passem @Bryelbee]

the sweetest girl with dragonfly wings; who came to resent her own humble worker-bees- abandoned boy oh he cried outright; please don't let me cry-out through the night. untape your feet and tap into your toes- we'll follow rabbit- wonder where she goes? only shea knows. letsgo

[o'passem @Bryelbee]

bringing y'all soma 'dis Wild Poss Medicine soon! i pledge allegiance to the moon, i pledge allegiance to the move.... meant to deliverus; i can even channel the re-dick-ule-us! my infrequency was a time-sync, thank god grandmothers always told us what to think! wait for me guys!

[o'passem @Bryelbee]

hope u guys are ready for about 9 million of my rough draft unedited theories/research notes that are equally illegible 😂 thanks to momma Jung and Papas Ryder/Waite for sending me the chariot as a prompt for this additional re-connection/affirmation ❤️💕🌻🙏

[o'passem @Bryelbee]

a new fursona manifestation, mebbe? fairy maiden forest mushroom sugar swamp eos possum blossom pixie

[o'passem @Bryelbee]

"old" (Oct last year lmao) self portrait!

[o'passem @Bryelbee]

btw, my nose bandaid is literally just to stop my heavy metal (kek) glasses from leaving indented marks on my skin 😂😢

[o'passem @Bryelbee]

then I resented the aspects of myself which did their damned best to protect me, bend me to fit, and to preserve my inner homeostasis/internal equilibrium; to defend my soul. I humbly thank my dedicated, loyal, and brave ego-aspects, and also my intrapersonal compatriots/comrades

[o'passem @Bryelbee]

for over a decade I rejected, and resented, and neglected the most beautiful and individual parts of me; to fit into other people's assumptions about what I should behave like, think like, feel like, sound like, and conform to. manic pixie dream girls have pointy teef!

[o'passem @Bryelbee]

I can express myself with symbols and art and esotera all day, but for now, this is me! :3 hello possummy pals! I have much to share, especially now that I've integrated that surprise little bit of psyche XD the poor dear :(

[o'passem @Bryelbee]

what I sometimes portray is more performance art than any solid theory, identity, nor procedure; I am a complex, a rich, a deep, and a powerfully independentally identified/aligned social critter. I just have trouble saying what I mean w/o doubting that I will be abused/shamed 😔

[o'passem @Bryelbee]

I have ass loads of "actual" research, data, theories, and whatnot to upload later. I take an integrative researchers approach to the psyche, yet I am still an artist xD

[o'passem @Bryelbee]

I still need guidance and companionship badly, from people who've received proper initiations and rites of passage. I'm/we are a... bit of a handful without editing/reviewership/feedback! I am aware of the delicate balance between symbols/stories/individuation. it's just fun! :)

[o'passem @Bryelbee]

anyway, nice to meet you all; despite my bad timing/approach; being cut off from other humans/my soul for years didn't do me any favors there either lmao. repression really does one in, aye? 🤔 🤣 either way, I am whole, I am happy, I am wise, I am sane, I am clean, I am alive!😊