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[｡✿˚⋆DerpyDork⋆˚✿｡ @BugzInMahSkin]

Everyone is dead now, even the dog. I just keep sitting and listening as all these horrible things happen and I can't think or move. This doesn't feel real

[｡✿˚⋆DerpyDork⋆˚✿｡ @BugzInMahSkin]

I feel as if this is an alternate timeline where everything goes horribly and everyone I love dies. I want to be in the timeline where I can go pet my dog, go fishing with my dad, bake cookies with my grandpa while watching old Western films, and party all night with my grandma

[｡✿˚⋆DerpyDork⋆˚✿｡ @BugzInMahSkin]

I would probably be venting to my dad right now but he's dead. If not him, then my grandpa but he just died too. I'd go lay down with our dog and just talk to her but they're putting her to sleep in 10 minutes. This is the worst

[｡✿˚⋆DerpyDork⋆˚✿｡ @BugzInMahSkin]

So my mom told me that they were putting our dog to sleep at 9am tomorrow morning but she actually meant that her and my brother are taking her in 10 minutes so they can get there by 9pm. I thought I would have more time with her tonight but apparently not.

[｡✿˚⋆DerpyDork⋆˚✿｡ @BugzInMahSkin]

I just want to lay down in bed and cry for the rest of the day. I don't want to go on a stupid walk but I'm making myself do it so I can go see the stray cats. So cute

[｡✿˚⋆DerpyDork⋆˚✿｡ @BugzInMahSkin]

I'm just gonna force myself to go on a walk because this is getting ridiculous

[｡✿˚⋆DerpyDork⋆˚✿｡ @BugzInMahSkin]

Of course I'm the only one who wants something from McDonald's. Why didn't I just decline like my sister did?? Now she'll go get in her 10k+ steps while I eat my dinner like the fucking pig that I am. I can't stand this anymore

[｡✿˚⋆DerpyDork⋆˚✿｡ @BugzInMahSkin]

My mom is getting everyone McDonald's and of course I said I wanted 4 nuggets while my sister is refusing to eat. I'm so angry I just want to cry. Why can't I refuse to eat? I'm such a fucking fatass I don't deserve anything

[｡✿˚⋆DerpyDork⋆˚✿｡ @BugzInMahSkin]

It's hot outside and the air hurts to breathe but I still want to go on a walk. I wonder when the air will clear 🤔

[｡✿˚⋆DerpyDork⋆˚✿｡ @BugzInMahSkin]

Okay so we're putting down Sparkles tomorrow morning. We're getting her some chicken nuggets today for dinner and tomorrow she's getting a pup cup and more nuggets for breakfast. I'm happy that she won't be tired and in pain anymore but it's still sad to let her go

[｡✿˚⋆DerpyDork⋆˚✿｡ @BugzInMahSkin]

You can't really tell in this pic but it is SO smoky outside and it has been the past few days. Idk why though. It kinda hurts to breathe 🤔

[｡✿˚⋆DerpyDork⋆˚✿｡ @BugzInMahSkin]

My dad, my grandpa, and now the damn dog. Like everyone around me is just dying and I don't know why. Maybe I'm cursed

[｡✿˚⋆DerpyDork⋆˚✿｡ @BugzInMahSkin]

Sparkles is going to the vet now (family dog) and my mom told me to say goodbye. I was petting her and even though she's weak and sleepy, she was still wagging her tail really fast. That dog is older than me so it's just really sad that they might have to put her down today :[

[｡✿˚⋆DerpyDork⋆˚✿｡ @BugzInMahSkin]

My sister tried to open my phone last night to take a picture of me and it opened RIGHT to my twitter account 😳
I've never snatched a phone away faster than that omg

[｡✿˚⋆DerpyDork⋆˚✿｡ @BugzInMahSkin]

@HachiShiii1 I'll keep that in mind, and the same goes for you ofc ^^

[｡✿˚⋆DerpyDork⋆˚✿｡ @BugzInMahSkin]

She found a small baggy of meth in my dad's room, KNOWING THAT HE'S AN ADDICT, and decided to watch him overdose because she was disappointed with him. He could've gotten help again but he's dead now. My dad is dead over something that could've been fixed

[｡✿˚⋆DerpyDork⋆˚✿｡ @BugzInMahSkin]

Yesterday my sister found a very tiny dirt bike at her boyfriend's house that he had as a little kid and I was riding it last night and it was so much fun. He said I was allowed to ride it but not in the street cause I don't have a helmet 🙄 still fun though

[｡✿˚⋆DerpyDork⋆˚✿｡ @BugzInMahSkin]

We might have to put down the family dog today :[
She's mainly my brother's dog and has been here longer than I have. She's just so old and the big cancer tumor on her paw won't stop bleeding. I'm sad over it but I hope she won't be in pain anymore

[｡✿˚⋆DerpyDork⋆˚✿｡ @BugzInMahSkin]

@HachiShiii1 Thank you, that means a lot 🧡

[pris @pwiscila]

Just got incredibly anxious about my future right before bed

[fawx 𑣲 @lightfujomi]

i think abt this tiktok a lot