I've pretty much said everything I had on my mind. I think I feel a little better, and I even feel like a philosopher lol, but I guess that's it for now
I have a lot to learn. Sometimes I wonder if I was living under a delusion, or if it was just a lack of knowledge. There are things that you don’t truly appreciate until they’re gone.
It's like when someone hits you right where it hurts the most, and you freeze up and don't know what to do next—that's how I feel sometimes if someone knows where to strike,