@_blutrausch_ Kindred spirit of intrusive thoughts being encouraged by the Pavlovian effect of being disgusted by your own arousal.
I think this tweet is basically begging you to force me to do disgusting things to predatory strangers ๐คทโโ๏ธ
@_blutrausch_ Always torn between being made to watch OR funding your customs and you sending them to other people because Iโm not good enough to watch them
@_blutrausch_ Omg this is the prettiest thing Iโve ever seen it would look amazing next to your initials branded on the ski-
I mean, yeah it looks neat
@_blutrausch_ Genuinely I donโt know why it happened but the months of Pavlovian intrusive thoughts replaying it whenever I felt turned on/close to someone probably had something to do with it ๐คท
@_blutrausch_ Iโd be praying if I got my first ever scar ๐ฅน omg think of the milestones to celebrate: first scar, first fracture, first recurring nightmare, first kidnapโฆ