Raiya

Living | Learning | Unlearning

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Day 1/364 to make the Vision Board real ✨ #VisualAesthetics

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From where did I go wrong in life ? WHERE!? What was the moment, when I take the turn ? What led me to this? WHAT!?

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Still confused about my existance , just as a burden on earth or for what !?

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Stop expecting..

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Why life is so difficult to decode?

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There is a thin line b/w Self Love & Selfishness. Did I cross it ??

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I tried to live for myself
But didn't work
May be my expectations were so high,
May be I wanted so much
From the people I love
Most importantly,from the girl in the mirror who is confused
Feeling nothing rn..
Run out of reasons to be happy.
Is she really looking for happiness !?

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I don't know what I want or
what I need..
Can you tell me what
will make me Happy?

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I really want to be happy. But I've just run out of reasons. Literally don't know how to be happy or did I ever know !?

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I've everything & also I'm feeling the absence of everything.. WHY??

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Yesterday, looking at the mirror,
I wonder!
There was a girl,
I thought, I knew
Who had dreams touching the sky,
Heart burnt with hope & joy
Fearless, confident & Carried stars in her eyes knowing she can do anything.
& I wonder thinking..
When did I lost her?
How did I lost her?

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DISAPPEARING (Part 2)

I'm disappearing...
Disappearing from the rooftop, sunsets, clouds & birds

From the morning coffee,  dusty book covers & vintage pictures
From the dreams, reality & from the things you don’t even think of much

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DISAPPEARING

Seems like, my part of story is disappearing,
From the room, roads & flower
From trees, hearts & air.

Feels like my non-existence doesn’t' bother you anymore nor my existence that much.

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Is it necessary for everyone to be the Main Character? TBH I tried, a loot actually but just tired....