I am rarely someone who asks for help, or confesses that I'm struggling. Today has made me realise why I don't. Everyone's too busy. Your heart is breaking, you miss your mum, not one can make time for you. I do EVERYTHING for others, and they can't be bothered.. done. Legit done
I genuinely want to know why men feel the need to send dick pics as a first message.. like, where is the logic. I get it if you've asked for it, but my god, it is the BIGGEST turn off. Thanks, I'm more dry than the desert now. Cheers.
I always thought the abuse of my first bf was in my head, for YEARS I told myself it was my fault.
I can see how WELL I played it down.
Speaking to an old friend from that time and telling them what was happening when they were there and they had NO. IDEA.
3 years ago, I had my last OD.
I have been 3 whole years recovering since going through the worst two heartaches of my life. I thought that was it for me. I proved my demons wrong and survived
I'm glad to have my new job to be able to work from home, downside, no logins yet, so I can't do any work! Being at home making it worse as I just want to play with Kovu ๐คฃ๐คฃ
When your birth mum posts about anti abortion. When she got all 3 of her children taken away from her... don't preach something that doesn't mean shit to you...
June incoming..
Mums anniversary - 6th
Fathers Day - 16th
Mum's Birthday - 21st
Dad's anniversary - 29th
Honestly, fuck it. I don't feel strong enough to handle it anymore.
Most people won't want to hear it, but being there for people does not mean that they'll be there for you... I got my loyalty from my mum and I am so fucking glad I did, but my god does it mess me up. Yes.
Just know, if you start an argument with me on tiktok, I will finish it ๐คฃ just tiptap your way outta tiktok. I was born in the 90s and raised on insults.