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that it does … it’s only right
. after all he doesn’t even know what think about what he thought he knew .
she has a much better way of looking at things … then again he can only try and do better .
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he’d hope she knows the true him would never let anything happen to her like that again .
He isn’t quite sure how to answer that . his father has disowned him and most people around here hate him for what he did . apart from all that , all is okay considering .
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and he is kicking himself for it . does she not think that it keeps him up at night knowing that people died because of him ?
the jacket would be handed right to her .
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he was lost and follow his father , how can anyone blame him for that ? hell , he blames himself enough for being so gullible .
he knows that , the way most look at him tells everything . he just wants to try and help… try and make up for some of it at least .
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pray tell, dain aetos, what type of guy is he now?
yeah, well. it’s burned into the eyes of others. and she appreciates what he’s done for her, for them—— but it’s a little hard to forget.
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this isn’t about that , he has fucked up anytime and he is trying to prove he isn’t that guy anymore . hell , he’d offer his own jacket if it helped her .
he isn’t going to speak on that , he it’s follows him everyday what happened …
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no need for pleasantries. if it’s an order from a wingleader, she’ll slap on a smile and act like her entire body isn’t freezing from the blistering morning air.
… she’s still working on forgiving him.
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she doesn’t need to act like that , he is only wanting the very best for her . he always has done … even if she doesn’t want to believe that .
does she disagree with that ? has he not risked a great many things for her ?
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well , he isn’t going to apologise for her being the powerful one . it’s an honour is it not ? plus does the enemy care if she has slept ?
complaining might be the wrong word , more just being protective of an old friend .
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it will pay off eventually …
she is here but all he can hear is how early it . maybe next time she won’t stay up so late . oh , she must know that he is the king of complaining . he just does it about the right things .
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well , unfortunately for everyone that’s just the way things are . even if she is a good friend of his , she doesn’t get any kind of special treatment . she less complaining and more flighting .
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