I turned 18 in 2011. Rent was $425. After work Iβd go to the mall with friends and get a whole new outfit for $40. Weβd go out that night, drinks were $3 and whole meals were like $7. Wake up next morning & get brunch WITH DRINKS for less than $15. Life is hell now.
It's over. Everything good is always ruined. It's never going to work out. Someone slit my throat and let me sleep forever. I don't want to do this anymore
I'm a terrible person and I will never be good and I ruin verything I touch and I should kill myself because I have no value and no positive traits. I wish it was so much easier to end my life because It should end. I am worthless and evil and awful and I deserve nothing but pain
Im getting married in a SPORTS ARENA with 1000 GUESTS in the middle of A VERY BIG CITY but I don't want ANYONE TO KNOW ABOUT IT because I am a SHY AND RETIRING ROSE so NO PHONES at my ADAM SANDLER initiated PRIVATE SACRED CEREMONY of love