Been feeling down lately so the decision to sleep over grampy's was y good call. Heard him on the phone say "my grandsons here" & for him at 92 to accept me fully is the thing I didn't know I needed rn
I hate how everything's so gendered. Like I have to "man up" to kill a spider. How about be brave, because gender has nothing to do with fear. If I'm feminine for knowing how to do housework & masculine for knowing how to fight at what point do I get to be human?
Occasionally think of the time that I made my grandma hysterically laugh while we were visiting her in Florida because I was terrified in a butterfly room. I lasted less than 5 min
According to talk to text I definitely have a speech impediment. People say I talk fine but when I hear myself it doesn't sound right. Also when I just speak normally, talk to text gets the words wrong like I said it wrong
I just showed with a cricket. Halfway in my blind traumatized ass noticed that a line on the wall didn't look right. He was a gentleman & stayed in his corner so I didn't bother him. He got a free show bc I was (am) too afraid to fight a cricket naked.
I've lost so much weight that almost nothing I own fits properly. Even the stuff that was too small before is getting a lil big. I hate clothes shopping
It can be frustrating at times but I am grateful that I am someone Grampy asks for help. He is stubborn & doesn't like to bother people. Today I'm playing the role of on the phone tech support as he registers his veterans discount with home Depot. He's called me 3x in 15min
The baby is getting bigger & soon he'll fit into the Naruto onesie. I may have roped Kody into it too. I might have all 3 generations of Naruto (kid Naruto, teen Naruto & adult Naruto). Only issue is we're all ginger so hair will be off