Tony Redgrave

May Our Fates Forever Intertwine

[Tony Redgrave @CJ_NotesXV]

“Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear
May be ever so near
That's the time, you must keep on tryin'
Smile, what's the use of cryin'?
You'll find that life is still worth while
If you'll just smile”

[Tony Redgrave @CJ_NotesXV]

The constant conundrum of how to be the solution while accepting that you are the very problem that you are searching for the very answer to.

[Tony Redgrave @CJ_NotesXV]

No point in trying to scratch itches in places you can’t reach, ya know?

[Tony Redgrave @CJ_NotesXV]

Not interested…

[Tony Redgrave @CJ_NotesXV]

I love how all it takes is one simple thing to put the biggest smile on my face. It was the one thing I was waiting on and it made my whole day. More than anything.

[Tony Redgrave @CJ_NotesXV]

Must not be nice to be denied of the things you care about. Especially when the scale of what you care about can vary. To the most trivial and innocuous to something you hold incredibly dear.

[Tony Redgrave @CJ_NotesXV]

Ever have something just…click? Feel like Professor Stein, just turning the screw until it feels right.

[Tony Redgrave @CJ_NotesXV]

I will always love you
How I do
Let go of a prayer for you
Just a sweet word
The table is prepared for you
Wishing you godspeed, glory
There will be mountains you won't move
Still, I'll always be there for you
How I do

[Tony Redgrave @CJ_NotesXV]

Even if it was just for one day…to be seen was enough. To be heard was enough. To be acknowledged was enough. Even if it doesn’t happen until another time similar. The smalls things is all one can hope for and depend on. Maybe even survive a little longer.

[Tony Redgrave @CJ_NotesXV]

“If the world was ending, I'd wanna be next to you
If the party was over and our time on Earth was through
I'd wanna hold you just for a while and die with a smile
If the world was ending, I'd wanna be next to you”

[Tony Redgrave @CJ_NotesXV]

If I EVER see what I experienced in my dream I will quite literally turn my back and turn away. I was shook to the point of even trying to check and see if it was real. My soul and heart could never take anything like that. I rather you kill me yourself.

[Tony Redgrave @CJ_NotesXV]

I’m pretty sure I just woke up from one of the worst dreams I’ve ever had. No doubt in my mind. Which is hard to even think about because why? Couldn’t tell you the cause but I’m disturbed to the upmost degree and my chest hurts like hell.

[Tony Redgrave @CJ_NotesXV]

No longer apologize for being selfish, obsessive, possessive, callous, compulsive, or impulsive. If the switch flips then it flips. Once it does then a different status quo will be made.

[Tony Redgrave @CJ_NotesXV]

Give yourself some credit. You’ve been ignoring EVERY urge in your body and mind. When you could be doing the exact thing they are telling you. Whether it means anything or not.

[Tony Redgrave @CJ_NotesXV]

The constant urge to do something you know you will regret the very second you actually do it because you don’t know what else can fill that urge besides what made it empty in the first place.

[Tony Redgrave @CJ_NotesXV]

When left to one’s own devices it settles in that “the plot” won’t ever hit the same without the same actors/actresses to play the role they swore to keep.

[Tony Redgrave @CJ_NotesXV]

Bury the light deep within
Cast aside, there's no coming home
We're burning chaos in the wind
Drifting in the ocean all alone

[Tony Redgrave @CJ_NotesXV]

Can’t put yourself in a position to be concerned when you have been taken out of the position to have it be known, thus not being able to care.

[Tony Redgrave @CJ_NotesXV]

So take me back in time to another world
Then you can be mine; we don't have to worry
When you're by my side, there's nothing I don't know
There's nothing to decide apart from where we want to go