I’ll end with advice. I strongly encourage anyone who has had feelings similar to mine to not put off getting the gender affirming care you need. I’ve never been happier than the moment I realized my penis was gone for good and now every time I look at my bandages and peek…
where I am free to live in the body that I was born to have. I am finally free of the awful penis and testicles that plagued me for many years and I could not possibly be happier or more optimistic for the future.
So the natural next step finally happened in 2026 when I had a penectomy. I’m currently healing up from the penectomy, but once healed, I know I will not be wearing clothes anytime that I don’t have to. I am greatly looking forward to the days to come…
Now I went about it one part at a time, just because that’s what I could talk doctors into. But patience and perseverance did pay off for me. In 2019, my testicles were removed and I became a eunuch. This was a good first step, but I still hated anyone to see or touch my penis.
Now into adulthood, I would never let anyone touch my penis and receiving a blowjob was strictly out of the question. I still am pretty damn good at giving one though lol. Luckily, in my 20s I figured out that guys could remove their penis and testicles so then my destiny was set
Fast forward to adolescence. In this time, I never was interested in performing sexual acts because they would involve using my penis, and I could never bear the thought of doing that. Luckily, I did learn what it was to be gay and to be a total bottom, so I have the sex thing…
wishing that I didn’t have it. Those were the days before internet and readily available information, so I didn’t even know that was possible, but I knew with everything in me that it did not belong on my body.
I was born to be a nullo. That might sound strange at first, but one of my earliest memories from childhood, far before I even knew what sex was or that the penis had any function other than peeing, was standing in front of a mirror and tucking my penis between my legs and…