pretending that i’m not lonely, pretending that i’m not suffering, and needlessly. pretending that i’m strong. i built a wall in front of me, ‘don’t come inside’. i’m an island in this wide ocean, ‘don’t abandon me’.
(hands in head, ashamed)
I am.. so fucking turned on.
I don’t know why or how but I need to be fucked asap.
.. but it’s been so long, I’m out of touch, (you’re out of time.)