I know why, it's just this ultimate self protection strategy from growing up but..now I'm just protecting myself for no reason. It's only getting selfish
I love accepting there is something deeply wrong with me. But people can definitely put up with it. Especially if I keep myself at bay a little. Does this count as positive self talk ?
at some point u just have to accept that theres something deeply wrong with the way u are and your personality is so painfully flawed and ugly that maybe no one could ever truly put up with u
.. I believe I annoyed them by interacting with their friend..that they might be possessive over?.. jealous type huh? Fun .. I'll continue acting oblivious