A message to my community ⚠️(includes some pretty personal things):
So throughout my career over the years if u have followed me for a long time u would know I randomly have spurts of increased stream cancellations or reschedules
This isn’t new really and I always say some sort of excuse for them that makes the most sense
In reality the majority of the time it is for something I don’t often share with my community at all or even most of my friends except a few
But years ago back when I first got diagnosed with adhd I was tested also for bipolar disorder and given medication that would aid in both for treatment
If you don’t know bipolar disorder is actually very commonly associated with adhd (I found that out from my doctor back then but maybe it’s common knowledge idk aha)
In any case it’s always been a big problem in my life more so than adhd which I’ve generally learned to live with
I stopped taking medication when I was still in my teenage years because I thought they were dumb and I didn’t need them and I could just learn to control myself
Honestly maybe some of that has been true but overall I feel like now more than ever I actually need to go sign up for a doctor here and get medicated
Recently in regards to my swings they have been getting so much worse
Not in terms of frequency but in terms of length
Most people I talk to about this issues think swings refers to a short window like 30 mins to an hour
In reality bipolar swings can last days or even weeks
Usually they would only last around 3 days for the bad ones but over the past few years it’s been growing in length
This current one has been a week and a half and I think I’m deciding finally gonna get medication again
I’m sorry to my community who has had to deal with so much inconsistency over the years watching me especially as of recent
It’s not burn out or anything like I’m so excited to do so many things but it’s just not working in my head to function my body it’s really hard to explain
Anyway if u read all of this all the way thank u 🙏
I’m sorry it’s hard to explain cause I don’t normally talk about this with people
If u also have this condition any advice would also be great ⬅️
This is a new model design for KURO (VShojo).
I hope you guys will draw a lots of fan art of him!🙏
#K9Fanart
Vshojo様所属のKURO様の新モデルをデザインさせていただきました。
皆様是非彼のファンアートを描いて下さいますと嬉しいです!🙏
I designed a new model for KURO!
I hope you enjoy the many expressions and poses.
❤️🩹And happy 1st anniversary❤️🩹
I laughed so hard at that bald guy👴
#K9Fanart
❤️🩹: Okay I’m gonna look away
Pompom: 🚶🏻♂️
❤️🩹: 🙂↔️ Okay when i look back you gonna be sleeping okay? 3…2…1…
❤️🩹: YOU BITCH! WHAT THE— WHATS YOUR PROBLEM MAN
LMAO
#K9Kuro#K9KUROCLIPS