CYlau

Hi all here is Cy! Just draw whatever I want and cosplay sometime❤️‍🩹Eng and 中文 okay!日本語 🧑‍🏫( pls do not repost or use my work without my permission

[KURO ☠️❤️‍🩹 @K9_KURO]

OH a foreign fan? AWESOME lets click the translate butto-

[CYlau @CYL0114]

@alapig_g 我我我有興趣🙈🙈🙈

[CYlau @CYL0114]

@K9_KURO Oh no

[CYlau @CYL0114]

❤️‍🩹

[KURO ☠️❤️‍🩹 @K9_KURO]

A message to my community ⚠️(includes some pretty personal things):

So throughout my career over the years if u have followed me for a long time u would know I randomly have spurts of increased stream cancellations or reschedules

This isn’t new really and I always say some sort of excuse for them that makes the most sense

In reality the majority of the time it is for something I don’t often share with my community at all or even most of my friends except a few

But years ago back when I first got diagnosed with adhd I was tested also for bipolar disorder and given medication that would aid in both for treatment

If you don’t know bipolar disorder is actually very commonly associated with adhd (I found that out from my doctor back then but maybe it’s common knowledge idk aha)

In any case it’s always been a big problem in my life more so than adhd which I’ve generally learned to live with

I stopped taking medication when I was still in my teenage years because I thought they were dumb and I didn’t need them and I could just learn to control myself

Honestly maybe some of that has been true but overall I feel like now more than ever I actually need to go sign up for a doctor here and get medicated

Recently in regards to my swings they have been getting so much worse

Not in terms of frequency but in terms of length

Most people I talk to about this issues think swings refers to a short window like 30 mins to an hour

In reality bipolar swings can last days or even weeks

Usually they would only last around 3 days for the bad ones but over the past few years it’s been growing in length

This current one has been a week and a half and I think I’m deciding finally gonna get medication again

I’m sorry to my community who has had to deal with so much inconsistency over the years watching me especially as of recent

It’s not burn out or anything like I’m so excited to do so many things but it’s just not working in my head to function my body it’s really hard to explain

Anyway if u read all of this all the way thank u 🙏
I’m sorry it’s hard to explain cause I don’t normally talk about this with people
If u also have this condition any advice would also be great ⬅️

[先崎真琴 senzaki makoto @senzakimakoto]

This is a new model design for KURO (VShojo).
I hope you guys will draw a lots of fan art of him!🙏　
#K9Fanart

Vshojo様所属のKURO様の新モデルをデザインさせていただきました。
皆様是非彼のファンアートを描いて下さいますと嬉しいです！🙏

[先崎真琴 senzaki makoto @senzakimakoto]

I designed a new model for KURO!
I hope you enjoy the many expressions and poses.
❤️‍🩹And happy 1st anniversary❤️‍🩹

I laughed so hard at that bald guy👴

#K9Fanart

[CYlau @CYL0114]

❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

[KURO ☠️❤️‍🩹 @K9_KURO]

Happy #August27th🦊🔫🧟

[KURO ☠️❤️‍🩹 @K9_KURO]

Hello England👋 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿

[CYlau @CYL0114]

@K9_KURO @shxtou You tried

[CYlau @CYL0114]

@K9_KURO @QuinnBenet Bro not like this

[CYlau @CYL0114]

Kuro is on Michi’s stream rn🫶🏻

[CYlau @CYL0114]

Got these merch from #RG31 🙈

[CYlau @CYL0114]

@K9_KURO Hope you feel better and have fun!!

[CYlau @CYL0114]

Omg my dream maid

[ironmouse🇵🇷😈💖 @ironmouse]

LOOK AT THIS MAID BRUH GET IT TOGETHER @K9_KURO

[CYlau @CYL0114]

@K9_KURO ❤️‍🩹

[yi 🫧🧚🏻‍♀️ @thefairypixel]

❤️‍🩹: Okay I’m gonna look away
Pompom: 🚶🏻‍♂️
❤️‍🩹: 🙂‍↔️ Okay when i look back you gonna be sleeping okay? 3…2…1…
❤️‍🩹: YOU BITCH! WHAT THE— WHATS YOUR PROBLEM MAN

LMAO
#K9Kuro #K9KUROCLIPS

[CYlau @CYL0114]

Hey Quinn :3 Hey Quinn :3 Hey Quinn :3

[CYlau @CYL0114]

@blu_baku I am planning to get a Gummigoo Plush or key chain🥹

[KURO ☠️❤️‍🩹 @K9_KURO]

Thanks for the collab with this thing