Jᴇʀᴇᴍʏ Gɪʟʙᴇʀᴛ.

Some things just can't be unseen no matter how hard you try. [MC - RP | #TVD]

[Jᴇʀᴇᴍʏ Gɪʟʙᴇʀᴛ. @CabalisticRogue]

// I need a new layout here but I don’t feel like making one right now..

[Jᴇʀᴇᴍʏ Gɪʟʙᴇʀᴛ. @CabalisticRogue]

-- plopped myself down beside them and puffed on my cigarette.]]

[Jᴇʀᴇᴍʏ Gɪʟʙᴇʀᴛ. @CabalisticRogue]

-- padded along the ground as I read the headstones. It wasn't long before I reached my parents' headstones. Without hesitation, I --

[Jᴇʀᴇᴍʏ Gɪʟʙᴇʀᴛ. @CabalisticRogue]

-- smoke into the frosty air. I had walked so much already that I ended up in a graveyard. I didn't care, they didn't bother me. My feet --

[Jᴇʀᴇᴍʏ Gɪʟʙᴇʀᴛ. @CabalisticRogue]

-- out of my pocket and put it between my lips before pulling out my lighter and lighting it out. I inhaled it and let out a puff of --

[Jᴇʀᴇᴍʏ Gɪʟʙᴇʀᴛ. @CabalisticRogue]

-- weed, an actual cigarette. I know, super unusual for me but it was all I could get my hands on at the moment. I fished the cigarette --

[Jᴇʀᴇᴍʏ Gɪʟʙᴇʀᴛ. @CabalisticRogue]

-- still. I finally had some time to breath and just be me without worrying about being bombarded. My pocket held a cigarette. Not some --

[Jᴇʀᴇᴍʏ Gɪʟʙᴇʀᴛ. @CabalisticRogue]

-- my feet. It has been awhile since I took a walk, let alone been by myself. Every waking moment, someone was there. Mostly #Elena but --

[Jᴇʀᴇᴍʏ Gɪʟʙᴇʀᴛ. @CabalisticRogue]

-- I'll flip.

It was a bit chilly out. Some fog rolled in and coated the ground in a layer of white. Each step I took, the fog hugged --

[Jᴇʀᴇᴍʏ Gɪʟʙᴇʀᴛ. @CabalisticRogue]

-- meaning behind it. Yes, my parents died but I have my own way of coping with it. I swear, if #Elena or anyone else asks me how I am, --

[Jᴇʀᴇᴍʏ Gɪʟʙᴇʀᴛ. @CabalisticRogue]

[[Family can be super suffocating. Sometimes when I'm asked how I am and I say that I fine, I really mean it. There isn't some secret --