HidayatCaine

The lives of some men.
If the walls could speak to spill the lies,
We'd see the world through the devil's eye

[HidayatCaine @Calexithynia]

This is why i distance myself

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I'm not on it but I still can't sleep and tired of talking to myself

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My brains says idw it ... Getting harder each time

[HidayatCaine @Calexithynia]

Say I hate you when I don't
Push you when you get too close
It's hard to laugh when I'm the joke
But I can't do this on my own
Only you can save me from my lack of self-control
Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go

[HidayatCaine @Calexithynia]

Missed so many Eid. Looking forward for tomorrow

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I'm trying real hard

[Rock Sound @rocksound]

Happy Birthday to the brilliant and always missed Chester Bennington 🖤

📸 @CorinneDinDin

[HidayatCaine @Calexithynia]

My first tweet for 2years and it's not a good one. I'm on it AGAIN

[Inspirational Quotes @SeffSaid]

Remember to

[HidayatCaine @Calexithynia]

Everything comes with a pricetag. You even gotta pay for someone's time and attention. Well thats what i wanted

[HidayatCaine @Calexithynia]

You're so familiarized
With what having to swallow this pill is like
It happens all the time, they take your heart and steal your life
And it's as though you feel you've died
Cause you've been killed inside
But yet you're still alivel

[Natalia 💔 I miss you so much Chester 💔😢 @Natalia_Chrapek]

That smile ❤️
#ChesterBennington
#NeverForgotten
#MakeChesterProud
#FuckDepression
#LPFamily

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Bleeding ears fever thats not coming... Well guess she doesnt caresss

[HidayatCaine @Calexithynia]

Its really hard to please them. Even trying to do the right thing can be blame for hurting them. Being an introvert is a problem too.

Am i the problem?? Sometimes i do really wonder

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Sometimes i feel that some people just dont deserve to be treated with kindness. Cause they just got that audicity to say " I dont asked for all that"

So i wont ever try to change..

[HidayatCaine @Calexithynia]

Just a scar somewhere down inside of me
Something I can not repair
Even though it will always be
I pretend it isn't there
I'm trapped in yesterday
Where the pain is all I know

And I'll never break away cause when im alone im lost....

8days to go

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Doesnt that explains? It doesnt even affecting her. Probably about time to let her know what she has been treating me as

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How high can you fly with broken wings....

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Losing grip again