Tbh I have been gone for so long bc I sincerely have been having some self image issues. It’s lowered my sex drive bc for some reason I feel so insecure about how I look. I’ve been working out everyday now since April 28th, really dialing in my diet, but I’m ready to feel pretty.
@big39345 They accused me of neglecting them even tho I had someone coming 2 times a week to dump a full ass bag of cat food and lay out 4 huge (like half gallon) size water bowls out for them. It was the best I could do at the time. I was literally dying in hospital with a serious heart
@big39345 Yeah 2023 was such a rough start. Spring of 23 when I was in hospital I lost my house, almost everything I owned, and all my sweet pets. It was a nightmare. I still cry and miss my sweet pets everyday. I think that hurt and broke me more than anything else.
@big39345 Thank you hun… ❤️ I’ve been so isolated I feel like. Other than working at the salon, I pretty much feel like I’m alone even when I’m with people lately.
@big39345 I honestly mainly stopped bc I got really ill in spring of 2023 and spending almost two months in the hospital I lost my house I was renting. I’m currently living with someone, so it’s a lot harder for me to do content and totally impossible to host anyone sadly.
@fo3fan1023771 Not often, tbh. I’m really feeling kind of insecure and posting did help a bit with that last time, I’m considering trying to start again just to improve my self esteem. Recently I’ve only been seeing people who’ve aren’t new to me.