Being at a party and being free use is probably the best party I've ever had. Being passed around like a mindless toy while everyone gets thier fill. It was probably the most euphoric thing. I didn't have to think about making everyone feel good. They used me till they did.
Let's say the moment you transition your body takes a screen shot, a couple of years down the road you go to a bar you meet the other you, only they don't have any dysphoria as you took that burden from them. Are you cracking?
"The fly was so big I was able to clearly see it's proboscis!"
Coworker : "Haha cool..."
To myself "it is not cool I am afraid, it disappeared and I know it's plotting against me"