Calum.

[Calum. @CalumHarris42]

I have a hole in my heart the size of 2 years.
I'm still fucking crazy over you.
#betterperson.

[Calum. @CalumHarris42]

Aye fuck off sur!

[Calum. @CalumHarris42]

4 tattoos booked for next time I'm home. Buzzin.
#inked

[Calum. @CalumHarris42]

So here I am. I'm trying.

[Calum. @CalumHarris42]

Eat, Sleep, Rave, Repeat.

[Calum. @CalumHarris42]

So just sitting here. Waiting.

[Calum. @CalumHarris42]

I need a fucking answer to this!

[Calum. @CalumHarris42]

From 10.4 st to 11.7st in two weeks ha.

[Calum. @CalumHarris42]

That email actually fucking killed me. Today has been the hardest day of my life so far.

[Calum. @CalumHarris42]

Just wish I had one day off of work here. Cause it would be fucking today.
Coping......Not.

[Calum. @CalumHarris42]

Something like that.....then something like that?
That's a bit of a contradiction.

[Calum. @CalumHarris42]

Today was meant to be one of the happiest days of my life so far.
Instead I'm wracking my brain wondering what I could have done better.

[Calum. @CalumHarris42]

Well one week down. One to go.
Surviving is the only work to describe how I'm feeling.

[Calum. @CalumHarris42]

Wish I was a better person.

[Calum. @CalumHarris42]

12 hour shift. Then 3 hours over time unpaid. Where as everyone else is getting a £1 a minute.
#15hoursofwork.

[Calum. @CalumHarris42]

Open wide, here comes original sin.

[Calum. @CalumHarris42]

Losing All Hope Was Freedom!

[Calum. @CalumHarris42]

Okay then.

[Calum. @CalumHarris42]

The memories, for a time, will be the things keeping me up at night and haunting me to my very core.

[Calum. @CalumHarris42]

It's time to do what Henry Miller said and just write.