So an update— I gained a lot of weight, I’d say around 15 to even 20kg in like a year and a half of self recovery. I actually don’t know what motivated me to do that. I think it was mostly bc I was scared to actually d!e
It has been like, I don’t know, maybe years lol? I have recovered but I’m relapsing to old habits and I feel like recovery doesn’t exist. And I don’t even want to recover anymore. I just feel horrible and disgusting so that’s the reason why I decided to come back here.
Kisses💗