In this 12 months, I’ve been through 3 employers, because two of them disregarded my illness and capacity, and broke up with my girlfriend 2 days after our 4th anniversary.
Without the unhealthy “void fill” that drove me to seek relationships in the past, I just can't visualize the benefit of wasting my time in order to be dissapointed so often.
I considered moving the bed to another room and making it an office again, but there was so much else to do after moving in, and I gave up on the idea pretty quickly.