@CimmerianForce +an Uber? Will Ubers come out here or should I ride your horse dog home?
*I try to joke to cover for my real fear I'm being taken for a fool.*
Betrayal.
It's a single word and yet it manages to convey the very depth of dark feelings over what my father did to me and the image of my childhood. Even that, however, doesn't come close to the damage he did to thousands of families in Guatemala. In >
@CimmerianForce +love bombed by your dog and then needed a Victorian fainting couch. Although this was the worst introduction in history, I'd like to say thank you...I think. I'm still a little fuzzy on what happened. Want to fill in the blanks while I call+
@CimmerianForce + realized the physical consequences of an emotional roller coaster when a dizzy spell nearly sends me falling back down on my rear end.*
Whoa!
@CimmerianForce + Is this what you do now to try and weasel your way into a story?
*I know this is making me sound more insane than the laugh-crying jag, which means I need to get back home immediately to decompress. I stood up quickly and only then +
< ears, the reminder that at least I was alive.
Was it enough?
That question lingered when suddenly there was a rustling in the bushes behind me and a huge beast came bounding out to knock me to the ground.
( @CimmerianForce )
< daily walks in the woods behind my house. It was here I could scream, rage, and cry to get it out of my system; little by little trying to find a way to survive. Just like today, my sobs the only sound in the woods besides the pounding of my heart in my >