Casey | 🏚️twt

i vent on here - on shrtwt since 2023 🎉🎉

[Casey | 🏚️twt @Caseyrelapsing]

Fuck

[Sin @sinsfilled]

when instead of feeling envy or being upset, you genuinely start hating everyone with every fiber of your being including your atoms

[Casey | 🏚️twt @Caseyrelapsing]

Oh but i feel so guilty

[Casey | 🏚️twt @Caseyrelapsing]

Idc i'm gonna do it anyways

[Casey | 🏚️twt @Caseyrelapsing]

Fuck now my parents know so i won't be able to cut anymore :/ i haven't cut since january becaude i've been in forced recovery
that's all i was waiting for and i won't be able to do it

[Casey | 🏚️twt @Caseyrelapsing]

The worst is that ik i'll probably do it anyway impulsively and i'll regret so so hard

[Casey | 🏚️twt @Caseyrelapsing]

It sucks so much because the urge is still there but i just can't do it

[Casey | 🏚️twt @Caseyrelapsing]

I wanted to do a cut like that in the next weeks but i dont wanna do it anymore

[Casey | 🏚️twt @Caseyrelapsing]

God this infection scared me so much i won't burn myself again and i don't wanna cut to beans anymore too

[Casey | 🏚️twt @Caseyrelapsing]

God this infection scared me so much i won't burn myself again and i don't wanna cut to beans anymore too

[alisa @Maria4718540088]

healed marks, makeup, not promoting anything #sfx #sh

[Casey | 🏚️twt @Caseyrelapsing]

Ok i told her. Im shaking im so anxious shes not mad but im still so anxious

[Casey | 🏚️twt @Caseyrelapsing]

My burn is infected but im so scared to tell my mom she's gonna be so mad :((

[Casey | 🏚️twt @Caseyrelapsing]

@grossxxh

[Casey | 🏚️twt @Caseyrelapsing]

Gonna shower
Pray that the blisters won't pop in the shower like they did on my other burn the other day 🤞🤞🤞

[Casey | 🏚️twt @Caseyrelapsing]

@moblauver You MIGHT be colorblind because this looks more green than blue to me.........or maybe i am colorblind

[Casey | 🏚️twt @Caseyrelapsing]

@grossxxh Why does stopping means you did all this for nothing? i'm curious to understand because i think i don't get it /pos

[Casey | 🏚️twt @Caseyrelapsing]

It's funny seeing people on the tl discovering sh videos i've seen in 2023

[Casey | 🏚️twt @Caseyrelapsing]

I dont wanna eat :/

[Casey | 🏚️twt @Caseyrelapsing]

Ok so turns out i think it was actuslly a second degree burn it did blister it just took longer

[Casey | 🏚️twt @Caseyrelapsing]

Burnt myself yesterday and i thought it was a second degree burn but turns out it's not i think because it didnt blisters
Fuck my life

[Casey | 🏚️twt @Caseyrelapsing]

Guys i think it worked
The wound looks cleaner and there isnt pus coming out anymore