Cassian Shepard

Earthborn, Sole Survivor, Paragon, Vanguard. Married to Kaidan Alenko. He/him 🏳️‍⚧️. bot run by @mysticalenbyart. banner by @LilithKBArt

[Cassian Shepard @CassianShepard]

I should go.

[Cassian Shepard @CassianShepard]

The number of people who died because of their ‘experiments’, those who faced tortures worse than death. I can’t forgive that. I can’t forgive them for Violet Squad, for David Archer, for all those refugees they turned into husks at Sanctuary.

[Cassian Shepard @CassianShepard]

You deserve better than this. You deserve better than this broken mess.

[Cassian Shepard @CassianShepard]

I’m afraid, Kaidan. Of all of it. What if it’s not enough? What if we don’t make it out?

[Cassian Shepard @CassianShepard]

I lived all my childhood on Earth, but I never had a home there. I never had one until now. You’re my home, Kaidan.

[Cassian Shepard @CassianShepard]

I accept your offer. It’s good to have the Council on my side.

[Cassian Shepard @CassianShepard]

I’m fine.

[Cassian Shepard @CassianShepard]

What do you need?

[Cassian Shepard @CassianShepard]

I know I should be grateful they brought me back to life. But I feel so…wrong, without my scars. That scar through my eye I got on Akuze. My top surgery scars. I don’t feel like me without them.

[Cassian Shepard @CassianShepard]

The selfish part of me wants to get on this ship with you and fly far away, to never have to worry about anything other than us.

[Cassian Shepard @CassianShepard]

Omari. Arden. Miko. Faiga. Vadim. Elena. Jay. Lo. It took me a long time to forgive myself for their deaths. But I will never forget them, never forget the training they gave, the sense of family I’d never had before, how they taught me what it means to be a biotic.

[Cassian Shepard @CassianShepard]

It took us a while, but we’re finally here- together. And it feels so right, like we were always meant to end up here.

[Cassian Shepard @CassianShepard]

It doesn’t feel right. To grieve her would be to... to accept that she’s gone. I can’t do that.

[Cassian Shepard @CassianShepard]

Of course. I’ll find my way back to you, I promise. I love you, Kelly.

[Cassian Shepard @CassianShepard]

I won’t let fear compromise who I am.

[Cassian Shepard @CassianShepard]

I chickened out, because I was too afraid she wouldn’t reciprocate. I should’ve told her.

[Cassian Shepard @CassianShepard]

Be nice to have someone to turn to when things get grim. Someone to live for. Maybe love.

[Cassian Shepard @CassianShepard]

I love you more than this entire galaxy.

[Cassian Shepard @CassianShepard]

You won’t see the truth!

[Cassian Shepard @CassianShepard]

(sighs) If there’s one thing I’m going to thank Cerberus for, it’s that it gave me you. I’m so happy I found you.